COMPLETED 20.15 ON WEDNESDAY JANUARY 10TH 2018
Drawing 50 - The Door I have a need to re-invent myself. Wishing this all to change. Leave the past behind. I am wishing to go back home. No longer do I wish to be wandering through The Lost Forest. I need this time. I need this to happen. I need to leave... It isn't good for anyone to continue to live in the past. Yes, people out of your past, can be a part of your future. However, they have to be the right people. People who will always fight your corner. It is also important to find your own tribe. Making choices for yourself with balance. Life is a lot about balance. The way to a happier life is Balance....... 2016 I was lost to The Lost Forest. My Long Lost Family were found October 2016. December, my Brother-In-Law died. I am emotionally and physically exhausted. This is a time I need to fight to get my MoJo back! BALANCE Drawing 49 - Time To Set You Free
It is time to set Myself Free, creating the woman I am wishing to be... Drawing 48 - The Yellow Rose For My Dad
When my Dad died I placed a yellow rose in his coffin. Yellow was his favourite colour and his personality even brighter... It was his dieing wish that each one of the ladies in his life should place a red rose on top of his coffin, so that he could remember those special people in his life. Red was chosen as My Mum had red roses in her bouquet when she got married to my Dad. A few months after my Dad died I bought a yellow rose bush for our garden. That same Summer of 2007 it flowered. To my amazement it started to ramble across the fence. The only flowers that Summer were two beautiful red roses side by side. Of course years on in 2017 that beautiful rambling red rose bush that should have been a yellow rose bush, just like it said on the packet, of course wasn't. To this day it is still produces stunning deep red roses... Drawing 47 - Sunshine Day - Fire Fly Fairie Dragonflies For Lottie
One day when my daughter was eight years old we spent the day in our park. It was the height of Summer and very warm. Everything was so still and hazy. We was both laid on our backs on the grass looking up into the sky. I began to notice that there were dragonflies buzzing around. The shimmering of the sun had turned them into fairies and they were hovering above our heads. Impulsively I turned to my daughter and said "Look how the fairies are lit up in the Summer Sun, they are all dancing just for you!" Of course my daughter was enchanted. My daughter will be Sixteen next March and still holds the treasured memory of our day in the park at the height of Summer very close to her heart... Drawing 46 - The Very Last Conversation With My Dad
The week my Dad died he was due to have an operation. I rang him and was so upset I couldn't get my words out. He knew he was dieing and so did I... However, my Dad was incredible at making everything about everyone else! He said to me gently "How are those daffodils coming along in your front garden?" That sentence changed my perspective of the situation, showing me that my Dad had always been my Dad and just because he was dieing of cancer was still JUST MY DAD! The Morning after our telephone conversation. My Dad died at home.... Drawing 45 - Square Pegs & Round Circles
Circle People are normal. These people cannot see past the picture of YOU. They always follow the road marked black and white. Step out of line with these people and you truly have no chance of them ever going back. They live their lives afraid. Always following the piano path, playing the same old tune, the same old notes. What it all boils down to in the end, is that they are AFRAID. Afraid of their own shadows. They see different people as a handicap, the wall goes up and it is YOU ARE TOO DIFFERENT TO GET TO KNOW...... I on the other hand, choose not to live my life this way. I am a Square Peg with all the colours of the rainbow. My colours will jump. However, give me half a chance, the people who do wish to know me will be greeted with all of my colours in all of their shimmering entirity. I am Authentic...... Drawing 44 - Because Of Majick
Eight years ago our family brought an adorable furry baby into our lives. An extremely fluffy white and grey ragdoll cat... On the first day she had absolutely no intention of staying in her cat carrier when returning to our family home. She shot out with glee running along the back of our settee. It was almost as if she was saying "Heh Guys this is my home. I have known all along I was coming back here. I have been waiting for you all. Majick is an incredibly sweet, loving and ultimately mischievous Raggie. She loves nothing more than playing hide and seek, creeping up behind you. I can tell you I have tripped over her millions of times. Her facial expressions are just like a small child. Yes, she sulks! If you are reading this and own A Raggie, you will know exactly what I am talking about. She is Text Book Raggie. She lights up her family with so much fun it is unbelievable. We all love her with all of our hearts. There are two raggies in my drawing. One for when she was a baby and the other for now..... Drawing 43 - Sowing The Seeds
I have arrived at the stage in my life when it is time to address my emotional baggage. Everything, about Everything and Anyone will be written down in my writing journal. This is the plan.... Move On From The Past. Release my new energy. Self Care Time. Set new values and boundaries. Set Weekly, Monthly & Yearly Goals. Create A New Bucket List |
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