This fairy stands for the time when you think that you are in a totally happy relationship. The feeling that you are totally content with this person. However, behind the scenes of his life, he is already setting up such an ochestra of total upheaval, that the extreme foundations of your life are going to be ripped Worlds apart!!!!!
Oh how you think those butterflies are still dancing around in your mind. The lustre of your shining hair is still shimmering in your sunlight. The Summer of you still burns through your soul, leaving you dancing, happy and carefree.
Your eyes are still of the sparkle, the excitement of your life still lives through the mundane of your existence. With him, you can climb mountains, see majickal lands through your minds eye. Still be riding side saddel with him on his white charger, just for you, after years together.....
Then he, the very person that you are in love with, changes over night from your Golden Prince into the very Prince Of Darkness.
He does something so ultimately terrible, that all the trust you have built up with him flies straight out of your personal window.
You are taken on a journey into total shock. Pandoras Box is flown right open and all the evils of that very box are slung right into your very face.
It drenches you, it shocks you, it destroys you so much that you want to hit out. You start to think that there is no point in going on anymore.
The sparkle goes out of your eyes and the light dims to a mere flicker in your very soul. You know you are in trouble deep, you know you are hurting. However, within the beginning of this journey, there is absolutely no fight left inside of you, your energy reserves are at Ground Zero.
Your heart turns into a reservoir of totally deep muddy shock. The inner snakes of you writhe, bite and hiss. Those bees sting you days, weeks, years after the terrible event of your personal tornado.
You are STILL the same person, you are STILL you. However, you find yourself stood at the Crossroads. Realisation kicks in, you know that you have to modify your personality as a protection clause for yourself.
A personal action plan of mine is hold back 1% and give 99%. The ultimate 1% gift to yourself. However, this 1% gives you so much power as a person.
You cannot be in the 1% unless you have gone through or are going through a hard time.
Learn to treasure the fairy who takes you towards The Journey Of The Inside Rip Of Her. The hardest dark lessons of our lives lead to the brightest tomorrows.
Don't look for your answers outside of you, towards a person or circumstance. Listen to your Inner Life, Your Within, has all the answers you will ever need.
I painted this fairy of the animation, of the extreme fact that she shouldn't have been playing The Clown while she was extremely happy. No woman should play The Clown. Women, must learn to be on their guard ALWAYS, nourishing every aspect of their lives, they must keep The Enchant.
Silver Glitter runs down one side of this fairy face, for she has been frozen in time, of her own time, until she can find a way to break free.
Outside of yourself, at times, is a freezing Winter. You must find a way towards your Inner Summer, in your darkest moments. This in turn, will light up your exterior freezing Winter, with the majickal glittering frosts, it so rightly deserves.
It is within this moment, found, held and treasured, you hold your heart and everyones heart you will ever meet in your lifetime in your very hands.......
Oh how you think those butterflies are still dancing around in your mind. The lustre of your shining hair is still shimmering in your sunlight. The Summer of you still burns through your soul, leaving you dancing, happy and carefree.
Your eyes are still of the sparkle, the excitement of your life still lives through the mundane of your existence. With him, you can climb mountains, see majickal lands through your minds eye. Still be riding side saddel with him on his white charger, just for you, after years together.....
Then he, the very person that you are in love with, changes over night from your Golden Prince into the very Prince Of Darkness.
He does something so ultimately terrible, that all the trust you have built up with him flies straight out of your personal window.
You are taken on a journey into total shock. Pandoras Box is flown right open and all the evils of that very box are slung right into your very face.
It drenches you, it shocks you, it destroys you so much that you want to hit out. You start to think that there is no point in going on anymore.
The sparkle goes out of your eyes and the light dims to a mere flicker in your very soul. You know you are in trouble deep, you know you are hurting. However, within the beginning of this journey, there is absolutely no fight left inside of you, your energy reserves are at Ground Zero.
Your heart turns into a reservoir of totally deep muddy shock. The inner snakes of you writhe, bite and hiss. Those bees sting you days, weeks, years after the terrible event of your personal tornado.
You are STILL the same person, you are STILL you. However, you find yourself stood at the Crossroads. Realisation kicks in, you know that you have to modify your personality as a protection clause for yourself.
A personal action plan of mine is hold back 1% and give 99%. The ultimate 1% gift to yourself. However, this 1% gives you so much power as a person.
You cannot be in the 1% unless you have gone through or are going through a hard time.
Learn to treasure the fairy who takes you towards The Journey Of The Inside Rip Of Her. The hardest dark lessons of our lives lead to the brightest tomorrows.
Don't look for your answers outside of you, towards a person or circumstance. Listen to your Inner Life, Your Within, has all the answers you will ever need.
I painted this fairy of the animation, of the extreme fact that she shouldn't have been playing The Clown while she was extremely happy. No woman should play The Clown. Women, must learn to be on their guard ALWAYS, nourishing every aspect of their lives, they must keep The Enchant.
Silver Glitter runs down one side of this fairy face, for she has been frozen in time, of her own time, until she can find a way to break free.
Outside of yourself, at times, is a freezing Winter. You must find a way towards your Inner Summer, in your darkest moments. This in turn, will light up your exterior freezing Winter, with the majickal glittering frosts, it so rightly deserves.
It is within this moment, found, held and treasured, you hold your heart and everyones heart you will ever meet in your lifetime in your very hands.......